running and an intense longing for home

Hi everybody. I hope you can speak English cause its hard for me to write in Swedish these days. my computer is English therefore I don`t have the letters I would need to write in Swedish. And that sucks but on the other hand, I guess its gonna work anyway. I haven`t written here for a while. I am just no blogger I guess. Though my workouts and the food is going well, I am losing pretty much two kilos a week, which I am happy about. My legs hurt today, I have been very active, I run, go to school, walk home, study and sleep like there was no tomorrow every night. I am still in Australia but I really don`t like it. I mean, you all complain for the cold and so on, but I have realized that weather is not an issue that should be mentioned... I miss my family, my routines, my LIFE. Creating something totally new in a country is SOOO hard. I struggle everyday to keep contact with new friends, manage school which is so hard cause everything is in English. sometimes I just want to go home and be with my mum. I haven`t seen her since I was 22 years old. Now im turning 24. Its really scary being so extremely far from home and Sweden, no one of you can realize. Sometimes I feel stuck in being here, like there is no way out. I hope you appreciate every day you pass in our beautiful country, and think about me because I would have done ANYTHING to be where you are. In two months I am going home for the first time in 17 months. No one knows, I am going to surprise my mum. Its gonna be awesome. Hope you all have a good day and take care of yourself! /Norah

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running and an intense longing for home

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